Things have been looking up for me lately. I've been alot happier in the past week or so than I have been in awhile. I am hoping it will stay that way. I am trying hard to control my thoughts and stay away from unhappy ones. I don't know why it is so hard, but I'm making progress. I hope Ryan is noticing the change in my mood, because I know it makes him upset when I am not happy.
I spent the Fourth of July weekend camping and had lots and lots of fun. I really enjoyed myself and I was actually kind of sad after we left on Sunday, I was wanting to go back to the campground. Ryan and I were joined by his family and friends of his family. Usually I would be nervous with this many people around but I was feeling alright..Though, it probably helped that most of them were younger than me. Anyway, the weather was perfect so I didn't have to worry about our two room tent leaking. I had fun tubing in the creek, riding bikes, playing games, and sitting by the campfire. I can't wait to go camping again!
I signed up for my Fall classes, Biology and English. I really wasn't wanting to go back to school but now that I'm signed up, I'm excited! Once I get my books I'll be even more excited! I'll have to go to Sylva but I guess that's ok, I'm just a little worried about my availability for work. I won't be able to work Monday and Wednesday until about 3 o'clock so I'm hoping they won't try to cut back my hours even more. I'll be even more worried when I actually start the radiography program..I may have to find a new job...but I'm trying not to think about that just yet. Maybe I should go buy some lottery tickets.....
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