Not that anybody reads this...

I'm sure I have a total of zero people who read this but I guess it's more for my enjoyment. So I am almost 99 percent sure about what I'm going to go to school for. If I had decided a few months ago I could have saved myself a year but oh well, I didn't know, so there's nothing really to regret. I believe I will be going to Radiography. It seems to be the most logical choice. They offer it at the community college, the program is only two years, it's decent pay, supposedly it should be easy to find a job. Downsides? I dunno how interesting it would be. I don't know if it's something I will actually enjoy. I will have to deal with patients which is something I was trying to avoid. I may get cancer. I dunno. All I know is that if I hate it, it would only be 2 years wasted and at least I'll be making good money. So that's the plan for now. It may change, who knows, but I have the rest of my life.

Now I'll need to work out something better job-wise until I graduate. It seems I am going nowhere with Kmart. I've been waiting to get full-time. There was been talks about me getting it. I've been waiting. There are still talks about me getting it, but how much longer can I wait? Even if I do get it, I would barely be making enough to pay my bills. I need a raise too. So I reapplied at CVS. I'm going to check out Walmart again. I need something better. I feel experienced enough to venture away from Kmart. I just feel like I'm in a rut. :/

Although work is crappy, my life has been pretty good. I've been happier lately. Which makes Ryan happier. Which makes us happier. I still think about stuff that makes me sad sometimes but it doesn't get to me like it used to. I want to stop these thoughts completely, I just don't know how and don't know if I can. But things are alot better recently and I'm hoping they stay that way. I am not so patiently waiting for Spring to arrive, warm weather will definitely make me happy! Winter sucks. Now I have to research some decorating ideas. Our house is starting to look duuullllll!!!

When you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change.
-Wayne Dyer

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[Sheena]

Guess what..I read it

[Luvin it!]

What! what am I? Chopped beef?